To define me — and really to define anyone — is complicated. Having straddled an invisible line between White and Black my whole life, I still struggle to find my place among my "people." My timing in voicing my displaced angst may seem inappropriate given the current public health crisis and extreme racial divide, but I feel there is no better time to air my personal dilemma. What I will attempt to map out is an issue within the race I have always mainly identified with: African American.