Emmy-Winning Executive On Building A Second Career From Her Side Hustle


I first broke into the entertainment industry as a content development intern for the production company, Island Pictures. That's where I met my first mentor, Ms. Kathie Fong-Yoneda and learned the importance of having someone genuinely care about your growth.

She was giving with her experience and advice, affording us equal opportunity to participate on every level. Her mentorship was my original inspiration to do well and treat people nicely. I reflect back on that time and value the importance of being mentored by a strong female executive. Starting out, I never dreamed I'd one-day lead the global production for an award-winning visual effects studio, while balancing my own adaptive clothing company.

After graduating film school, I started as a VFX Producer on the TV show “Star Trek: Deep Space Nine." When it came to visual effects, I loved the marriage between tech and creative and began putting in the time, energy and sacrifice to learn everything about it. When Zoic Studios started up in 2002, I came on board as the VFX Producer for the Emmy-winning television series Firefly and Battlestar: Galactica. Through thousands of television and feature film titles, I've moved from Head of Production to Executive Producer, and into my current role as Senior Vice President of Global Production. It's been a long haul, but it's certainly never dull.

In our industry, visual effects is still male-dominated, with the percentage averaging around 65 percent men, according to a poll of my peers. But speaking strictly from the VFX studio point of view, I've seen progress in those numbers.

It all begins with hiring qualified women who apply for the job postings. Visual effects is a niche tech industry and a lot of women don't think about it as a career opportunity. So we have work to do by spreading the word and getting more women to recognize VFX as a viable career path. At Zoic Studios, we have women working in every technical, creative and management department of the company. We can crew a show from top to bottom with women only and have done so. It's something to celebrate and keep talking about, so young girls can see opportunity, enter this more diverse tech industry, and excel in it.

Shifting the Conversation

Part of the diversity conversation should really include the idea of keeping women in the industry, not just recruiting women. Visual effects suffers from a heavy expand and contract employment model. Between international tax credits and shrinking budgets, you find companies having to fluctuate every few months in order to stay in business. The challenging aspect of this rollercoaster model is that VFX teams are forced to live abroad, chasing work from one country to the next, and living away from their families sometimes for long periods of time. It's tough financially, on relationships, and establishing roots which hit men and women equally hard. After a period of time, some will drop out of the industry, which was already comprised of a lower percentage of women.

It will take influential thought leaders to change the current system over time. But women have a powerful voice to bring to the table and I hope the next generation unites the industry on this issue.

Fueling My Passion With a Side Hustle

When a family member was born with cerebral palsy, resulting in loss of dexterity and mobility, it was the eye-opener that inspired me to launch Adaptive Life Company, a service, and adaptive clothing business. Faced with additional challenges related to her health and physical abilities, our family thought “what could we do to change the world for her, and others in similar situations to make it easier?" Currently, she's entering her early teens, so she's at an age where clothes and fashion are important to her. To normalize her dressing process, we're making clothes she can get on by herself using one hand and still look cool, young and trendy. With her input, we're re-engineering and re-thinking conventional clothing construction. We want to do away with buttons, zippers, lace ties, and buckles, but also conceal the fact that the clothes have been altered.

I knew from the get-go that launching my own company was going to be hard and it really is. It's been months of researching and educating myself on the process, wondering if people would "get it," be open to something new, and be supportive of the bigger impact this could have on people's lives. But inside of all of that, the biggest challenge so far has been to not give up through all of the mistakes. Every step in this new industry is unfamiliar territory, every plan has gone out the window, every mistake has cost extra time and money. But I own my mistakes, take a transparent approach, and do not make the same mistake twice.

Finding Balance

It takes a lot of organization and planning ahead to make sure my jobs at Zoic and ALC don't cross focus paths. During the day, I dedicate my time to Zoic Studios, which is a busy and complex tech/creative company. There are always clients, employees, and shows that need special attention, so the days are full of budgeting, travel, operational oversight, and meeting with Hollywood's leading creative television and filmmakers. Adaptive Life Company requires a different approach and set of responsibilities than that of visual effects.

Luckily, all of the strong foundational skills crossover and are helpful for juggling both roles. Calendaring progressional milestones, due dates, heavy budgeting and negotiations, touch-base meetings with teams to monitor production- and a willingness to pick up the phone and call people instead of sending emails, are important in both positions. Both companies are "people" businesses, so communicating and connecting via phone calls, Skype and in-person all matter. I get more out of a 10-minute call or meeting than I can with 30 emails. I'm also a good listener and not afraid to ask questions. You'll always see me with a notebook writing down lists and checking off details.

There's a lot of support from individuals and families in the community which ALC represents.

We talked about ALC and its mission with focus groups, parents, clothing and product designers, as well as industry fashion and investment leaders. There's a lot of support from individuals and families in the community which ALC represents. But I'm also challenged by some people who believe it's not a worthy endeavor. Opinions range from thinking there are not enough people with disabilities to support manufacturers adapting their designs for commercial marketplace, thinking people with disabilities don't spend money on luxury items like fashion or products, and a feeling that adaptive products somehow enable people to become less active by making tasks too easy. I've heard it all.

I try to listen to the criticism and find the "message behind the message" so I don't close myself off from hearing it. It's important for me to address criticism with a goal of meeting in the middle, or hopefully winning people over based on simple facts.

There are 65 million people in the U.S. alone who have some form of an impairment or disability. Globally, there are one billion people with a disability. Everyone knows someone who's been seriously injured in an accident, fighting in the military, born with a disabling genetic condition, or challenged by the natural aging process. We can all benefit at some point in our lifetime by adaptive-designs created to make life easier when facing adversity.

Though the idea of making adaptive products, when the world has existed so long without them, may seem like a small endeavor- when a physical disability hits home and you're living in it- it's a huge deal. It's been amazing to see the connection between compassion and humanity as a throughline for my entire career. Working in entertainment can impact change by showing more diversity on screen and hiring more women and minorities behind the camera. And having the opportunity to further promote diversity and inclusion across both careers has been more rewarding than I could have imagined. When there's humanity in the mission, it makes the effort of juggling two careers worth it.

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Tropism, Mindfulness, and Responding to Your Environment

One of the few things I remember from grade school biology is the concept of tropism. In plain language, tropism is the reaction of a living thing, like a plant, towards a stimulus like sunlight or heat. You've likely seen this before but just didn't recognize it for what it was. If you've ever seen the leaves of a potted plant bending towards a windowpane, that's tropism in action. The plant is bending towards the sunlight.

If you've ever seen the leaves of a potted plant bending towards a windowpane, that's tropism in action.

In our everyday lives, we are all inundated with stimuli throughout the day. The driver in front of us that stalls at the yellow light and zooms through the red light, leaving us behind to wait. Or the customer service rep that leaves us on hold for an ungodly amount of time, only for the call to prematurely drop. There are so many examples both common and unique to our individual lives. The trouble begins when we form the habit of responding to everything — particularly negative stimuli. By doing this, our mental peace is disrupted and diverted making us slaves to whatever happens to happen. Much like the plant bending towards sunlight, we oftentimes react and lean into whatever is happening around us. Now take that concept and multiply it by the number of things that can happen in a day, week, or month. What happens to you mentally with so many emotional pivots?

For me, the result is: Restlessness. Anxiety. Sleepness. Mindless Eating. Everything besides peace of mind.

Much like the plant bending towards sunlight, we oftentimes react and lean into whatever is happening around us.

Earlier this year, something pretty trivial happened to me. I'm sure this has happened to you at some point in your life also. I was walking through a door and, as I always do, glanced back and held the door longer and wider than normal for the person coming behind me. My gracious gesture was met with silence — no thank you, no smile, not even a nod. I remember being so annoyed at this travesty of justice. How dare they not acknowledge me and thank me for holding the door? After all, I didn't have to do it. I know I spent the next few hours thinking about it and probably even texted a few friends so that they could join in on my rant and tell me how right I was to be upset. In hindsight, I should not have allowed this pretty petty thing to occupy my mind and heart, but I did. I let it shake my peace.

I've since taken some classes on mindfulness and what I've learned (and I'm still learning) is the art of being aware — being aware of the present and my feelings. Recognizing when I'm triggered towards annoyance or anger gives me the opportunity to take a step back to understand why and assess whether it deserves my attention and energy. We're all human and having emotions is part of the deal but as mindful adults, it's critically important to choose what you're going to care about and let everything else pass along. There are several tools on the market to help with this but the Headspace app has really helped me in my mindfulness journey. The lessons are guided and coupled with some pretty cute animations.

Recognizing when I'm triggered towards annoyance or anger gives me the opportunity to take a step back to understand why and assess whether it deserves my attention and energy.

Over the course of the next week, I'd like to challenge you to pay more attention to your reactions. How aware are you of how you allow your environment to affect you? Are you highly reactive? Do you ruminate for hours or even days on events that are insignificant in your life? If so, practicing a bit of mindfulness may be the way to go.